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希望你懂

2011-08-25T10:34:00.013+01:00

我妈固执，霸道，不善于育儿教女，爱惹事生非，有时候就像一枚计时炸弹随时随地都会引爆。。。尽管她有再多的不是，因为是我妈所以都忍了，但凡是都会有限度我也承认自己忍耐力不强一旦看不过眼的都会去批评，因为是家人！别人的无知我可以闭上双眼当作看不见，但因为是你我做不到。对家人的期望我没办法设得太低！

我无法理解为什么工作繁忙就不能把自己打扮得体些？以其浪费时间和那些无聊的人说三道四为什么不多花些心思在书籍上？为什么不能控制言辞举止？为什么不听劝？每一次好言相劝的时候就把：“因为生了你们这些小孩所以才会变到今天这副模样！”；“这么辛苦供你读书还不懂得惜福！” 这样的话来抵挡，我接受不到！

我讨厌被比较所以也尽量不拿朋友家人和自己的作比较，但有时候就因为自己家人太特别了，我从来没能理解过火的幽默感，明明是关心的却又以像刀般刃利讽刺的话语回话。。。我接受不到！

从上中学开始妈就左右我生活，一直灌输我是要到英国留学的念头，我喜欢的学科不给念，现在却说修这门学问好修那门学问好的！折了我的翼后却告诉我要到哪里都行！口头上说给百分百民主自由，却十分的专制！我已是大学生了却还一天给几十通电话，我的帐号都必须通过你，我的朋友也得通过你，就连我的饮食习惯都想改变，这一切一切都快把我逼疯了。我不反对你想了解我的方法，但有时候我还是需要一些些喘息的私人空间。

我懂，真的懂你的用意，但是我不是扯线木偶，我也有自己的想法，执着，要求，为什么就没人试下了解我，体谅我呢？家人是我的依赖，但我不想把生活的重心围着你饶，我并不觉得你丢脸但有要求就有进步是不是？所以我要的是更多更美好，你可以了解吗？如果令你伤心难过了，对不起。但是这些是我的想法。

02 April 2011 To my Peter

2011-04-02T23:49:00.012+01:00

I had a dream...

A nightmare which I saw my lovely grandpa died inside the dream, caused by accidentally fell down (touch wood and finger-crossed). His soul return and he came back visit me, he hide himself inside the toilet and talking to me, cant remember what did he said, but I'm so glad that I'm always his lovely grandchild no matter in reality or inside the dream. But I really dun 1 2 lose anyone, please stay healthy and take good care of yourself grandpa, please...

Wish that you can stay till hundred and give me the chance to take care of you yea... I love you so so so so much... Miss you

sitting outside waiting for us to came home

photos with little grandchildren

tiger year chinese new year photo

yay~ finally I'm inside the photo too ( taken by kakak, her skill not so bad yea, good job)

The day I left them, taken before flew to UK

29/03/2011 ~Partay~

2011-03-30T16:23:00.003+01:00

and there's a lovely tea from my house-mate later £(#^.^#)Y

27/03/2011 Gal's outing

2011-03-27T23:53:00.003+01:00

Gathering with one of my primary, secondary schoolmate + college, university senior + hotel's colleague after a long long apart. It's a weird liaison for us to be link in this relationship which we never think of everything will be so coincident.

Still remember that we never have any closely contact since young, she's a talkative and outstanding person in the class but I'm the silence group which like to keep to myself all the time. It change after today's meeting, I'm happy to see her appearance here, feel so good to hang out with her for the whole evening.

Since when friendship plays a big part in my life? Dun care just let it be~I care a lot of you all, every single friend of mine, so if you really wants to be my friend, never ever disappoint me please.

I got a new leng lui friend today~ teheeee~ so so heipie

２３／３／２０１１

2011-03-23T18:54:00.003Z

悠闲的下午，叹着淡淡的绿茶听着爱听的歌，你的留言突然冒出；这有些突然，笑了～喜欢和你聊天，简单的几句心里就会是暖暖的。我不需要固定时间的联系一天一定要聊几粒钟的话；我不需要日记般的每日报告，那些只会让我觉得很无聊。久违的问候才是最棒的！只要是对的人，就算是什么话都不说就静静的待着，都不会觉得尴尬。这样的朋友不用多，只要一个就ｍｏｒｅ　ｔｈａｎ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ！我不懂我们的友谊会维持到什么阶段，经过那么多的不愉快事件后你还在身边就很开心，希望保持现状就好。　

Ｌｉｎｇ，　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｔｈａｎｋ　ｙｏｕ　ｆｏｒ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｂｅ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｓｉｄｅ．　Ｙｏｕ＇ｌｌ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｂｅ　ｍｙ　ｎｏ．１．　Ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ

21/03/2011 我的交友观

2011-03-21T21:31:00.006Z

我讨厌（其实应该说懒惰去维持吧？）那种婆婆妈妈的朋友联系，我不会主动和朋友联系，也许我没办法记得大家的生日，没办法记得今天约了谁看戏，明天约了谁喝茶，不懂我的都说我爱利用人，爱放飞机~不想隐瞒，突如其来的找朋友才是我的性格。

我可以很姐妹也可以很麻吉，我可以很善良也可以很神秘（阴暗，有点难听==”）其实我更像一面镜子，和谁在一起就会是谁的倒影。

我不会婉转的说好听的话去收买人心，那样太做作了，做人就是要爽快麻！我比较喜欢当个巫婆骑着扫把拿着针到处刺破那美丽却虚幻的泡泡，我宁愿明知道说了真心话后会被讨厌，也不要为了讨人喜欢而说谎！（姐中我毒舌最多次了，她应该很了解我吧）甚至，我会离开那些被发现了缺点给了机会也没法更正的朋友。讨厌的，我没办法为了留住朋友而欺骗自己说没关系。也许是我太固执吧，我无法打破自己的原则！

有怪莫怪咯，朋友们~我很重视大家但我讨厌按牌理出牌！没办法，我就是这么情绪化，慢热而被动的...

Manchester

2011-03-12T23:55:00.002Z

God is there for you to hold on

2011-03-12T06:23:00.001Z

Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand.

your soul wants the freedom to sing, dance, love

2011-03-09T22:01:00.002Z

As your body needs nourishment- food, drink, sleep, so does your soul needs nourishment- sing, dance, love. Life is not all work, work is not all hard toil. Nourish your soul with the food that is right for it, for it is the altart of your own inner temple.

Dear families, I love you all ♥

2011-03-08T22:38:00.009Z

和家人在一起时都是最安心的，交通费，住宿费，甚至购物都是家人的！和姐姐每个星期的购物我从来没花过自己的钱；出国旅行我分文都没带，只带了护照厚着脸皮跟着去；学游泳，学画画，学音乐，舞蹈...姐姐全包。所以我最爱和最担心的就是这傻乎乎的姐姐，单纯得有点傻的姐姐！

听见公公，婆婆和爸爸问：“生活得还好吧？”就会眼眶湿湿的。虽然我一向来都很独立，但是，还是很想把帅帅的爸爸和亲爱的公公婆婆带在身边！

我讨厌和妈咪聊天！每一次接妈咪的电话，一定要准备tissue.不管我发在大的脾气，妈咪每一次还是会笑着和我继续聊天和谅解我。我讨厌听她说：

“我在XXX看见好看的衣服，裙子，靴子，想买给你但是不知道你喜欢吗，得空时去逛逛，去逛街购物吧，没关系，女孩子就是要打扮漂漂亮亮，穿漂亮些！”

“还有钱花吗？要我再过些给你吗？”

听到这些我都会很难过~

爸爸妈咪不管再怎么难过都会咬紧牙根，笑笑的面对。亲眼看见家人明明病得很严重却还是起身工作，每次见家人都觉得大家又憔悴了，就会很心痛！花家人辛辛苦苦赚来的血汗钱，我过意不去！我不想和那些尊贵的王子公主作比较，因为我相信他们的心灵生活永远都比不上我所拥有的。被人家当成跟不上潮流的穷光蛋也没关系，因为我所拥有的已经超过我所需要的，有大家在身边就已经是最最最富裕的，所以不需要再为我那么辛苦了！

我每晚睡前都会想象以后的房子和生活，那里有我，有每一个我爱的家人，要筑间茶坊给公公；婆婆的花园要安装足够的水管，那样她就不用为了灌输烦恼了；爸爸的房间要安装家庭式剧院组；妈咪的房间要特制一台大型电脑，旁边就是厨房，玩累了可以去厨房找东西吃；阁楼留给叔叔卷烟子；大姐和二姐的房要有大大的服装间和大大的化妆间；弟弟的房是男子气概的乐器间~大人们的生日和重要节日要怎么庆祝。。。然后再在这幸福的想像中慢慢的睡着。

但，很害怕毕业后挣到的给不到家人舒适的生活，我该从哪里开始努力啊？

If you could see with the eyes of God, this world would be filled with goodness

2011-03-08T21:04:00.003Z

Goodness is within you and every living being. Let your goodness shine.

温柔的阳光高远的蓝天上云朵在慢慢地飘过

在这种时候人们正在进行着神奇的旅行

虽然在动感觉却好像是静止的

因为不在动所以是静止的感觉

停止的时间开始转动

有时能体会到那样的瞬间

地球看起来停止了

是因为我们的心也停止了

只要我们的内心开始转动

地球就会随时舞动

如果做个小小的旅行平常的日子说不定看起来会有所不同

07/03/2011 You can't free yourself from a problem by shutting your eyes to it

2011-03-07T00:45:00.001Z

To free yourself from a problem you have to acknowledge it and face ir with your eyes and heart open.

I'm blessed

2011-03-05T23:51:00.001Z

You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere.

05/03/2011

2011-03-05T18:01:00.005Z

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4/3/2011

2011-03-05T00:10:00.007Z

Dissertation really driving me half mad! Have been working for few days yet didn't get any positive outcome! >.<.. It's useless to push so hard since I can't get any useful info... so... take a break first~ Photo time^.^

It has been a long time since my last self-portrait session. Forgotten how to smile properly ==" so most of my photos are funny face >.<

My room been left like a aftermath of war since I focus in my assignment. It's stint and messy! Decided to do a fast housekeeping, packing almost all winter stuff like scarf, winter jacket, ear muff...

before and after

Shoes also thrown everywhere, think I need a shoe rack.

Listen

2011-03-03T15:09:00.005Z

Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You've learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.

If you relax, it comes

2011-03-01T19:21:00.002Z

Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand- relax. if you relax, it is here. If you relax, God shows you the way.

Arg~is that means asking me to do nothing?! This is the dissertation week, will my dissertation being completed by God if I do nothing?

无聊ing

2011-02-28T22:58:00.003Z

Case 1: 玩蜡烛=烫到手

Case 2:什么人都不想见，什么话都不想说，电脑设离线，手机设静音丢进包包里，房门设禁止打扰告示，抱着爆米花，听着窗外雨滴嘀嗒嘀嗒，发呆+颓废ing

Case 3:放学后去逛超市，买了一大堆零食，饮料，水果，躲在被窝里趴着边吃边按电脑

Case 4: 画了一大堆涂鸦在房里乱贴

Case 5: 和我养的仙人掌们聊天，伤心，冬冬快死了...(T.T)...

Case 6:睡觉咯，晚安

Every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more

2011-02-26T23:01:00.001Z

Love has great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.

To love is to be vulnerable

2011-02-25T01:39:00.001Z

Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure, authentic loving is risky. Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down.

When you need some energy and inspiration, step outside.

2011-02-23T09:08:00.001Z

Touch the earth with your feet, lift your face to the sun, breath the air, listen tot the birds and the wind through the trees. Glory in the creation that surround you.

21/02/2011

2011-02-21T19:35:00.003Z

那年我把你从我的网页删除了，把你和我隔离了不想再有任何瓜葛也花了不少心血使命的逃出你的阴影。但，我还是会时常想起那年所发生的事情，还是摆脱不了我们的关系，就好像是已经深深的烙印在我的心头上了，怎么使劲地想摆脱却始终还在！刚刚又偷偷的去查看你的资料。结果，锁着的。幸好，这样至少我不会看到我不想看到的。老实说，认识你我很累！You make me sick and weak！我也知道是时候放了，但没办法我不想忘记你。至少，有些回忆是值得留恋的；至少，在我空虚时不会寂寞，没关系吧？

我要考试了，要祝福我

17/02/2011 Crazy with crazy friends

2011-02-17T21:32:00.000Z

Carol is so so so horny!

Bad Hair Day

2011-02-14T16:00:00.003Z

Wake up in a bad bad hair~ Arg, it's time to make over again!

14/02/2011 Happy Valentine? Cheers to the single

2011-02-13T16:29:00.007Z

It's 14 February again! I don't like valentine's day, everyone around me will be curious about my valentine celebration when the day is coming year to year. I spend time for myself, I go for a body massage, facial treatment, pedicure manicure, high tea, having popcorn, ice-cream, tit-bits during movies in my house's sofa, open a nice wine/champaign and cheers to my single life at the balcony. I never date any guy on this day for all this 23 years! It will be the same for this year. I love to be alone, I love myself more than anyone else, so stop asking how am I going to celebrate my valentine's day xp

My family and close friends are getting worried for my love life. It really gave me a shock when heard from mummy that I can get myself in a serious relationship, it's time to get a boy friend! It breach the rule as a student between you and me! My friends start concern about my requirement for choosing a partner and start looking around the guys around them for me like a 'mother dowry'...

Dun worry please, I always claim that I'm a lesbian all this while is just to keep myself out of this kind of stupid love issue. I got a normal love life as you all. I fell in puppy love and secretly admiring senior when I was in secondary, I do hang out with guys sometimes but the different is I can't let myself tied up in a serious relationship as I see through people so quickly. I can't stand with all the stupidest and ugly side like drinking, flirting, cheating, gambling, drug adoption... I just can't accept that!

It's sorry to say but I really hate stupid guy. I dun care how gorgeous or good looking you are from the outside but I just couldn't stand the emptiness from the inside! You need not have a highly educated background but at least there have to be something inside you, a great personality maybe. I love money but you need not to be so wealthy; at least you have to be aggressive and have the ability to make money because I do believe that people appreciate what they earn on their own rather than the family heritage.

A friend ever told that my heart is made from a glass, it's cold and strong. Yeah, I agree with that, it's cold and will only melted down by a raging fire, but it's fragile and easily break! I'm the kind of people who care nothing if don't get it, but high desire and continuously requires more and better once I own it. I looks so bubbly and fast healing once get hurt, but who knows it takes how long to heal the wound inside.

I have a complicated life, unique background, I have come through so many things in my life and gathered so many life experiences that I do like to share, but it's hard to get someone that really understanding. Sometimes there is someone with the common interest but when comes to the level it just so wrong! Stop complaint that I climb too fast, but it is your own problem.

I'm not choosy but just haven't met the one, it's not yet the time.

半透明的伤心

藏在泪滴

顺着呼吸

眼前的景物越来越不清晰

谁能来填满空虚的面积

请小心轻放　容易破碎的玻璃心

(Photo from Valen Hsu 'Handle with care' book cover, chinese article from Pixnet, http://gerggg2.pixnet.net/blog/31)

12/02/2011 Bath Together Gather

2011-02-13T14:47:00.002Z

Having a fun school trip with my course-mates in Bath, a trip full of laughter and joy, even though we never enter the Roman Baths and few others famous architecture. We spend our time by walking around and seeing around the Bath. My first impression of Bath is : OMG! What a boring city! The colour of the building from houses to shop lot is all the same, the design of the building is very orderliness, you can find that no one building is outshining the other! It's really blew away my negative thought of the city once I step on the ground on my own feet. It's a crowded busy tourism city and the architecture are so amazing. Of course, the major cause that changed my mind is because of my great partner and playmates^^ Thanks gals and guy for making up my day and giving a good memories...

Photos curi from Kelvin, Yan and Hazel

2011-02-13T12:06:00.003Z

11/02/2011

2011-02-11T22:32:00.003Z

I read a nice article written by a father( Kai Fu Lee, an information technology executive and a computer science researcher) dedicated to his daughter regards the relationship issues. It is true and touch me inside and out, but sadly I cant find the link now to share! I like his work very much and I'm so into his every single article. Strongly recommend!

http://tenkucity.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=252&extra=

This article also quite nice, read it.

10/02/2011

2011-02-10T22:53:00.003Z

Being so lazy to update my blogger recently, so I decided to join my yesterday activities with today. I've been spending my yesterday night in city campus library together with LWC and E. Seow. Have been so into the mood of doing my dissertation but I ended up with facebooking, What the hack am I for choosing that stupid topic for my dissertation! I can't even search for further information and journal for that!!! Arg!

It's almost empty in this huge library, seems like 3 of us own it for the night! haha

It's always a hard task for me to get up in the morning. Being struggling with myself in the bed for almost 20 minutes, but finally I manage to get myself prepared for 1pm meeting with my consultancy project group. Hah~ I even received a text from Maria reminding me not to forget the meeting and dun be late to catch my bus to Walsall. She's so lovely (^*^)

Discussing what we have work out for today.

Karan and me myself are assign to come out with the strategic direction.

Cute Aman sticking the thumb drive on his fore head. I'm wondering how could he do that? I wanna try this!

Everyone being starving after the meeting xP Maria is enjoying her slice of banana cake and she didn't even know that I took this candid shoot of her...

I got Twix for myself...

I love our group so much. Looking forward for next meeting, Love you all gals and guyz!

08/02/2011

2011-02-08T20:33:00.013Z

Yesterday having a long long noon nap? (maybe should called it sleep) and making me suffer from sleeping at the proper time during night time. I felt sleepy at around 4am! I ended up by overslept and missed my morning bus which cause me to skip the consultancy group meeting with Ms. Gylaine. I almost miss the 1am bus too, but luckily I made it and still got some time to enjoy today's sunshine.

This is where I waiting for my bus to get to Walsall Campus.

Being starving since yesterday midnight, I got my food stuff at the cafe. Actually I hate to spend my money inside the campus, it's quite expensive and not much choice! Hot chocolate and vege sandwiches always my first choice.

a small size hot chocolate (actually it's not hot after few second, I would rather call it warm chocolate xD) and a vegetarian triple pack (egg mayonnaise & cress, cheddar ploughman's, savoury cheese & baby spinach) makes my day (yesterday dinner, today breakfast, lunch and dinner) I'm not on diet, just being too lazy to cook and serve myself food in this cold weather, I prefer to starve inside my warmth duvet world >.<" It's 2pm to 5pm for today Changing Face workshop and lecture. It's quite fun to have a long lecture actually. We playing with my phone's camera and my lx-3 during the short break in between the class.

This is Ms. Gylaine (actually just duno how come got this photo inside my phone, maybe mis-press)

curi-curi snap this during Ms. Gylaine having a group discussion with the group.

Hng! Naughty Kelvin must be taken this on purpose, never ask people to standby!

Hiak hiak hiak, I got you back!

Maria looks gorgeous in her new hair style

Yan on the left, Maria in the middle and me. They are mine best friends hopefully our status won't change ya.

07/02/2011 Back in my own world

2011-02-07T23:20:00.007Z

My Chinese New Year celebration is coming to an end and I have to go back to Wolve and be back in my boring life of a student. I'm not manage to carry too many kids back to my place now due to I got a big baggage ( that day bought too much jor >.<"!)and a dummy heavy laptop to carry along so I decided to bring a pet back with me this time! Such a nice sister I am, caring for my sister's every single kids and pets sooo much >.~

This is very cute, it's walking and making noise when you hold it or pull its neck

I like this

The rest is for Angel, she love flat.

My skirts and dresses

I like this dress top so much.

These are what Pang Pang bought for Esther and Angel, they must be got a lot of function and events to attend to, it's most of them cocktail dress.

This time I've insist to go back on my own via the trains^^

This national rail Anglia is much more comfortable compared to the smelly old train( I duno what that called, but you can recognise it once you see it coz it's really old and lousy)!

Felt so lovely to get back to my own room, it's so comfortable to get back to own world. I started to count on my red packet after settled down. Just love to do this, it's so interesting and I feel happy to I see what I got!

I got Euro, Great British Pound and Ringgit Malaysia!

Can't wait to share what I got for my new year with my sister, but just found that I can't connect to the internet! We've got a new internet 2 in 1 router + modem (dono how to call it, but it looks incredible)?

And I found this notes. My house-mates' so lovely! But no matter how hard I tried to get to connect to the net, I failed! There must be something wrong with the password! Help! I need an internet connection!!!! Arg~ just can't imagine what will happen if the worldwide internet connection failure!

Anybody home? It's killing me for not getting myself on the net the whole day!! How should I spend my time then? Playing with my camera? No, today is not in the mood. Movie? Not internet connection! Listen to radio broadcast? It's boring... Reading? erm... okie, 1 more chapter for me to done Harry Potter...10 minutes later...DONE!
What to next ya? Aiks, nothing but a rest. I end up sleeping for 6 and a half hours!

My Kitchen Diaries

2011-02-06T23:00:00.023Z

Chef is not allowed to apply any make up while on duty, so DO NOT comment on my look pls!

OMG, these are what I got for today- 5 cans of lemonade and a 7up! Imma going to put on more weight liew~

炸牙菇记

Raw and original look

In exfoliating and scrub process...

Phewww phit~ sexy naked lady swimming in the pool!

Ops! Every single lady is dieting?

Tanning process xD

Tada~ delicious fresh chinese chips

蛋蛋家族

One day in the afternoon when Ah ping found out that his gal's leaving him without his knowledge, she just disappeared all in sudden when ah ping is having a nap, he feel like he lost the whole world. He cant eat, cant drink and cant do anything but just keep on blaming himself for being not careful enough about his gal. When the time he nearly kill himself by jumping out from the container he met ah lian, the new comer in the container city, they fell in the first sight love... walao.. so lou tou!

Ah lian and ah ping get into each other so quickly and building their own family later. They live in a happy family live together with their 6 other kids and grandchildren.

Good fortune always never last longer, the kids lose their parent as well!

The kid decided to find out the reason behind the rock why their parent vanished from their world, so they call for a meeting with their tribe. No one knows the reason but the tribe keep shrinking and there is no survival at last. Everyone was sacrificed before they could get the answer they are seeking for! (back two rows the ugly ugly one was drawn by Pang Pang >.<")

Coz they all become this... bitter gourd omelette

and this is the murderer- Mr. kapal

these are the accomplish

"erm, feel like there's still some empty space in my stomach, dessert pls"

here you come, mdm. Enjoy ur dessert^^

06/02/2011 Buzy Day

2011-02-06T15:47:00.021Z

I saw these once I woke up.

Jelly beans and Butterkist toffee popcorn. It's so lovely, Love both of these so much.

I skip morning bath coz want to follow mummy and uncle to buy stock for the commerce. Actually I need not to skip bath if I go to bath once woke up, but seems like I spend too much time on internet. I got few photos while waiting for them, sigh, seems like I not yet master my phone. The quality of the outcome still a bit blur.

We went to factory and Makro. Journey to Makro a bit far from my expectation and there's few death animals' corpse along the motorway! But it is really a nice place to go, you can get everything with a cheaper offer over there.

Queue at the check point for a pass to enter.

The trolley is big enough to carry me lol ~.^

Love this department so much!

Found this cute Vodka shot

Wanna bring this home, but it costs £78 >.<"!

Bunny choco for CNY or Easter?

Finally, we starts to look at what we really need to buy, aha!

05/02/2010 I Got 'ang pao'

2011-02-05T22:56:00.007Z

Saw 2 gold paper lying underneath the room door when I went to toilet this morning. I didn't put much attention on them since I was rushing to toilet and still in my sleeping mode =.=". After woke up again from sleep back only I start to wonder what's that yet very lazy to craw out from the bed. Yeah, I'm so lazy especially in this nice weather for sleeping.

Aha, my hair covered both my eyes coz I got swell and red eyes every morning after woke up >.<" I got 'gold' packet for this year instead of the classic red packet and it's on great British pound. xD

Went shopping with mummy after served myself a Chinese home cook cuisine with rice. It's windy and cold today. I get sick of the wind coz it made me like a insane gal who never comb her hair everytime walking outdoor!

Before

After

04/02/2011

2011-02-04T23:57:00.011Z

昨晚给妈咪摇了通电话和她要红包，她却说：”要红包就下来和我拿。“这样的玩笑。典型的好女儿总是不会忘了带小孩回娘家拜年。结果我在挂电话后就毫不犹豫地网上订车票，不然整个周末一个人躲在房里很闷的！

我要带回去的孩子们（偷回来的，是时候物归原主了XP)

一大清早就匆忙从被窝爬出来（其实是自己太贪睡闹钟响了好几次都不想去理会，结果搞得时间紧迫！幸好要带上路的已经在昨晚收拾好了）为自己准备便当以供路途中可以用。早餐是肯定吃不到了，在车上终得有些东西顶饿吧！

怎么又是杂菜炒饭啊？理由再简单不过了：容易携带。哈！

好不容易把包包，手提电脑和一些想在这几天里面看完的故事书搬下楼下才想起忘了和LWC拿回相机！扛着千斤重的行李好不容易的走出大路却自以为是的想兜很少走的路线，结果兜了个大圈然后又绕回旧路！炸到！到了接近车站时竟又遇上维修封路，结果得绕后路（需要爬楼梯的TnT）才能继续走去目的地。为什么每次在最时间紧迫之时都是会遇上一些芝麻绿豆的事情？还有两分钟的时间火车就要开走了，冲着爬上下楼梯赶着和时间赛跑，还好我赶上了预订的航班^.^

因为赶火车的关系搞得大粒汉小粒汉的，还好今天不是穿很多衣服，不然肯定热昏头！Oh no, close up make me look so fat!

Take 2: a further snap xP

到了Southend Victoria总站是给妈咪打电话，大家都吓到了以为我只是开玩笑的。哈哈，我是认真的哦，我现在就在车站了。Surprise~祝大家新年快乐哦，要天天快乐，幸福，身体健康，出入平安。

03/02/2011 Hei P Bunny Yer

2011-02-03T21:46:00.013Z

Wuhoooo~ it's my year, year of the bunny in Chinese calender!

Sadly, I can't make it to celebrate this great day together with my lovely family. I spend almost my whole day yesterday sitting in front of the laptop by doing video conference and phone call to the family members in Malaysia. It's really merrier over there, the fireworks and firecrackers never stop all the while when I was engaged in the line with them. It shown that I was so lonely to be in this stupid, dull and boring country. I got only baked bean in tomato sauce with eggs as my dinner alone in my empty cold room while every Chinese is having their reunion dinner with love one! My sweet course-mate, Maria, suggest to have a classic Chinese cuisine for today lunch. We spend our lunch break in Walsall Italian restaurant, Frankie and Benny's. I like the environment there, the place is nice, the service is good, the food is awesome and the charges is affordable.

My course-mate, Maria.

I got Mushroom Alfredo Crostini as my starter. It's very nice, just love the creamy sauce with mushroom. yummy~

Pepper Jack, the portioning just gave me a shock. It's like a meal for 2 Asian size. I should have share this with Maria if I know the portion size. Luckily I didn't order any dessert or it will be a waste then. XP

30/01/2011 Family day?

2011-01-30T23:36:00.012Z

Could I call today my "family day"? I mean a day with members in my house. It's so lovely to spend time with Aaron and Jacky. Went to a movie after chit chat and chilling at starbuck. Jay Chou did a good job in Green Hornet, but sadly it's out from my expectation for 3D effect. Having a dinner at Nando's before coming back.

I watched Misfits and finished all the seasons of Skins within a week, not sure whether is it an effect from watching too many dramas or whatever, feels like to go to club tonight. It have been a decade ago since my last visit to club. But finally I guai guai went to bed, ahha, good gal right? But I really miss those time hanging out with Janice, Mike, Snow Fish, Angel, Sin Ru they all, I really really miss you all!

My hot chocolate from Jacky, Thanks for the treat^^

3D glass of Aaron XP

Movie time...

What we got for dinner

My halloumi burger

29/01/2011 I Got a New Friend xD

2011-01-29T23:48:00.005Z

Jim, one of the photography member I know during photography outing, pin me at facebook all in sudden. We spend almost entire day chatting but doing nothing. It feel very nice to chat with someone actually. I love to do this with him even though I know nothing about him, no pressure, nothing but just simply chat.Seems like I never really talk with other after came to UK. It's really hard for me to open-up my heart to other. It's even more harder for me to get a close friend here due to my ability to see through one's characteristic and personnel so easily. I will just go away from him/her when I found out some bad habit that I dun like to see!

Btw I think that he is not a bad guy. Hope that he could manage to walk out from his grey world as soon as possible. Cheers.

26/01/2011 Nerd in library = a good student?

2011-01-26T21:28:00.004Z

Today is a good beginning of my change from a lazy gal to a good student. I spent my time in library and trying to do the task given by Tutor for tomorrow presentation. Hope that everything will be alright by tomorrow. I really wanted to put more effort in my study so that I can graduate in time with not really flying colour but at least with a better result.

04/01/2011 Back to school

2011-01-04T19:18:00.002Z

Finally I'm here @ Wolverhampton after 2 weeks luxury holiday @ Essex. Really never feel like to coming back to this dirty, dull and boring place.

It's the right time to pack my mood and turn myself into the study mode. Have to make myself a schedule for study and work out time table in order to manage my time wisely but before that I have to get my lecture schedule first....

01/01/2011 Happy New Year

2011-01-01T10:30:00.003Z

People said new year, new hope, but it is not true for me, I still wishing for the old hope: I wish that I could xun xun li li accomplish my study! Aha~ funny right? Erm... maybe I can make another wish for my family... I wish my family will live a happy and healthy life

This noon uncle told me to study hard to life a better live or will be like them have to work hard to earn a living. They start working in the early morning till the late night, there's even don't have the specific lunch or dinner break. After the speech, he suddenly felt sick! It's really gave me a big shock! Watching him losing so much within the x'mas week making my tears rolling in the eyes. It's really tough to be a responsible father, son, boss and a good chef.

Mummy had put in a lot of affordto operate the business as well. She does and plan every big and small matter in the shop. Seeing them working so hard just to provide me a better and comfort study life! They seeing me as their hope! I can feel it from their eyes and their speech. I'm really regret in my previous action, I should have put more afford in my study. I don't want to disappoint them. I will put my effort in my study, promise!

21/12/2010 Essex visit

2010-12-21T20:47:00.003Z

Came to essex visit mummy and uncle together with Eric Yong, Eric Seow and Wei choon. having a great time with them tonight. We chit chat, drink and having dinner together. It's been a long time since our last chat. Really feel sorry to mummy. I swear that I'll put more afford in my study and will make you proud, mummy and daddy. Serious...

7th December 2010

2010-12-07T09:20:00.002Z

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision clears only after the eyes are washed by tears.

What I trying to say is don't barred me from everything I try to do, I'll never know what will happened if I never try. Never say no to my proposal! Just let me do whatever I like, just let me be the one I wanna be.

Don't worry, everything will be alright. There's always a solution for a problem. I have to know how to take care of myself and learn to protect myself from being hurt... by learning to the lesson!

Set me free~

7th December 2010

2010-12-07T03:55:00.001Z

6 more days to go for me to accomplish 3 of my assessments! I really smell the stink of the death! Walao~ need more time ar!!!! Really needs to put a lot of afford in order to work out my project. I need help!

4th December 2010

2010-12-04T22:11:00.003Z

Feel so energetic and refreshing after a good sick rest. I'm back to alive and trying my hard to finish off my assessment. But one thing I never understand is why I get angry every time receive mummy call? I shouted at her once pick up the phone, and I became so frustrated to listen to her. Well, maybe she is a bit talkative but I really don't understand is that worth for her to receive that kind of rude treatment from me? The answer is obvious, definitely NO, no way! What happened to me?

03th December 2010

2010-12-03T16:19:00.002Z

Got a call from landlord, Mr. Sunny, stated that the no. 188 is almost ready. Kitchen will be fixed today and I could have a turn a the house tomorrow. Sunday will be the day to move in if there's no any problem found.

Getting myself ready and started to pack my stuff. It really gave me a shock that I live with tons of stuff this few months. Just realised that I owned far too many stuff compare to what I need! Still remember that I only brought one luggage full of basis the time I flew here... maybe it's time to do the budgeting control.

02nd December 2010

2010-12-01T23:52:00.005Z

Taken a break after long hour working for my assessment with photo viewing in facebook. Awwww~ I really miss Malaysia a lot~ miss all those sweet, sour, bitter, and tough moments!

Seriously miss Malaysia... I miss everything in Malaysia, I miss the stupid weather, I miss those samseng and mat rempit, I miss all those Ane and Opulenge, I miss pasar malam including the stink, I miss my families, I miss my colleagues, I miss my friends, and also I miss my enemies... What if there's a time capsule and I got chance to get back to those date back, I will chose to be nice and appreciate every single moment, serious!

Getting so hard to push myself to this stage all this while but just realise that I'm not satisfied with my current situation, this is not I want! I lost my motivation, I lost my direction! Gave up and surrender to every single challenge in my current life! I'm lost and getting stuck here, middle of the dessert! S~O~S~ Somebody rescue me please! Inspire and direct me to the light, okie?

Don't wannna to waste my time like this and disappoint my family!

wake up Cleo!

30th March 2010 why is a raven like a writing desk?

2010-03-30T06:15:00.004+01:00

I have been watching 'Alice in the wonderland' for so many times. 4 times what if I am not mistaken since the first day it start showing until today, yet I still like the movie very very much. The script in that movie which have been tattoo across my heart is the question that hatter asked : 'why is a raven like a writing desk?' What a fantastic question~ a riddle without an answer. It is a meaningless question, but will drive people crazy and truly think about it; just like the moment when you ask if I love you; my answer is ... ... silence... ... or even a full stop...

Do I love you? I think yes, I dun hate you, I like to hang out with you, but I love freedom and thus I cant live together with you... erm... well... I dono... I think I love myself more than anything else.

Why is a raven like a writing desk? ... ...

27th March 2010

2010-03-28T06:59:00.002+01:00

After yesterday outing, get to know lots more of other. Feel that everyone of them're so talented and great. Their knowledge, their networking, their communication skill... They are one of the group that I wanted to locked and hold them up forever, hope that nothing bad will happen among our group.

I really need to put more effort in photography knowledge learning. Wanted to model for them perfectly. Have to back up my emotion control and acting skill. Really feel sorry for them for my yesterday performance.

26th March 2010 Date with a kid

2010-03-26T15:48:00.002Z

Hang out with a great kid today. Happy to be friend with him. Thanks for the treat kid^^

Seriously recommend to watch 'how to train your dragon', really a great movie.

Release Date: 18 March (Digital 3D) & 25 March 2010
Language: English
Subtitle: Malay, Chinese
Genre: Animation, Fantasy
Running Time: 1 hour 35 minutes
Director: Peter Hastings
Voice Cast: Gerard Butler, Jonah Hill, Jay Baruchel.

Synopsis: Based on the book by Cressida Cowell, the story centers around a Viking teenager named Hiccup, who lives on the island of Berk, where fighting dragons is a way of life. The teen's smarts and offbeat sense of humor don't sit too well with his tribe or its chief... who just happens to be Hiccup's father. However, when Hiccup is included in Dragon Training with the other Viking teens, he sees his chance to prove he has what it takes to be a fighter. But when he encounters (and ultimately befriends) an injured dragon, his world is flipped upside down, and what started out as Hiccup's one shot to prove himself turns into an opportunity to set a new course for the future of the entire tribe.

(Source: United International Pictures (Sdn))

24th March 2010 我想要的

2010-03-24T02:20:00.003Z

好久都没来这里留下我的心声咯，真的好久好久了。前一阵子是真的忙到抽不出时间来，后来却是真的懒了、累了~

在这间家和大家生活了已经有十多年之久，发现这家带个我的只是一些无用的无力感、挫折感~我就好像一只渺小的小蚂蚁24小时随时候命，大人叫我走就走，停就停~就好像天使所谓的小木偶，任人摆布！小时不懂事被骂被打是应该的；现在大了才发现原来不是这样的！人都是自私的，人不为己天诛地灭！偏心、偏见、自我为中心~是在我家处处可见的一个大缺点！我看你不顺眼、做的不符合我的要求就该打，该骂，该被诅咒！你家没钱就该被当下人对待、不该与皇亲贵族相提并论！从头到脚都是会被大家做比较。我讨厌这样的生活环境！我需要推动力~

很多朋友都很好奇为什么身边那么多条件不赖的追求者，为什么不谈恋爱呢？为了摆脱大家只好说自己是同性恋者咯~哈哈
不过老实说就是不想浪费大家的时间精力心思啊！发现自己的要求真的很高，况且我好像很难会喜欢和相信别人耶~我完蛋了啦，搞不好真的是同性恋者！！！我想现在的我需要的是好人缘，对吧？我只想在学业和事业那方面好好努力，赚不错的收入让家人过比较舒服的生活就够了。

Cheers to the single

2010-03-14T02:08:00.002Z

最近都在阅读女王的书籍，发现她真的很酷、有个性、敢爱敢恨、拿得起放得下简直是我的偶像！

一直很好奇女人为什么到了成年就一定要交男朋友？为什么在一起一段时期后就一定要结婚？大家怎么预定‘适婚年龄’？难道就算心灵未成熟的也一样吗？就算在一起了又怎样？到后来还不是一样要分开！I hate stupid love story！

天使前阵子和动物园先生闹翻了！不过今天晚餐时看见动物园先生和天使又牵着彼此的手了，难道这就是说好了再见还是朋友？！我不明白，放下了不是就该放手了吗？大人的世界真的很难懂，还是单身最好了^^单身万岁

21th Feb 2010 Truth

2010-02-21T03:15:00.002Z

"Never believe in anybody' This is what Special told me since the first day we met. This is the reality, the ugly side of everyone of the human being. Really, sometimes even I myself also will betray myself! The best timing to see through a person is after something bad happened. Through the way they cover the fact, the way they protect themselves, they way they settle the happening, the way they offer the help, the way they hide, the way they push away the responsibility...

I really fed up with those kind of people! Especially the one that like to act kind and nice in front of people, the one that like to arrange for others but push away all the responsibility with hundreds and thousand of poor excuses, the one that never reflect on themselves after the truth have been revealed yet still bull-shitting around!

Somebody help me please~ I really get sick of all this nonsense, I wanna out from this situation, I wanna stay away from all these people, I wanna stay in peace...Please~ please~ please~

19th Feb 2010 Red alert

2010-02-19T13:18:00.019Z

Healthcare
After yesterday incident, Esther and I decided to bring Peter and Jane for the blood and urine test, we really worry about both the old man's blood pressure level. Both of them are having insomnia problem which made them could not rest well at night. As the result we managed to convince both of them to follow us to the lab for the test.

This is the 4 person package we took

Eyarck~ urine==''

I was the first to pump the blood T^T

My blood^^

Peter~ next...
Before

After few second

Jane's turn, she's smart because she knew how to take away the concentration on the pain by keep on talking to the doctor.

blood pressure measurement

Esther

Carwash
Lucky rainbow^^ Hope that we will see the rainbow after the storm in the real life as well

Praying

May all the good luck fall on us, please~

p/s: Peter's fall in sick now, hopefully he will recover soon. Dun think too much and have a good rest ya, dear Peter^^

18th Feb 2010 Gangsterism

2010-02-18T13:18:00.015Z

Yesterday was the birthday celebration of Jane and Peter. Although we cant manage to arrange a big dinner function like previous year due to timing problem, but yet we can feel the happiness from both the old man. They were smiling and really enjoy the celebration.

Unluckily， good thing never fall on us twice. We were shocked from the dream by smash early in the morning. Somebody thrown the brick against our house!

It really gave me a shock once I step out from the room. The glass pieces were smashing on the entire living room.

First room's window was smash and my bed was fully covered by the pieces. I'm so lucky as I manage to get out from it just before the pieces fall down on it.

Angel's car gone as well.T^T Really feel sorry for her and the car.

I couldnt speak any word that time! This was the worse thing in my 22 years live. I did hurt my hands and legs by the pieces when doing the cleaning, it's really hurt but I know that the pain is unbeatable compare to Jane and Peter. Really cant imagine the disappointment and sadness of Jane and Peter. Hope that they wont over-think it and having insomnia problem. Hope that the policemen will manage to find out who's the one doing this and the purpose they do this to us.

17th Feb 2010 Telephone

2010-02-17T04:17:00.003Z

昨天在面子书留言后，朋友很好奇地问道：妳的电话也真的有够难打，想找妳真的很难。真不明白为什么妳就是不爱传简讯，不爱接电话，从来更不会回电？！真的有那么困难吗？

很多和我比较要好的朋友都知道我一向来都不重视电话的存在的，只要可以拨得通，接到讯号就可以了。近期更加严重，好像从要去新加坡的几个星期前直道昨晚才把电话搜出来charge电。早上比较空闲的时候瞄了瞄电话，发现竟然爆机！几百个漏接电话和一大堆的简讯，实在有够夸张的！哈哈

其实，在还在槟城念书的时候是还蛮喜欢讲电话的，不论和妈咪或是朋友都可以聊个上小时的。除了上课时间外，都是讲电话时间，刷牙、洗澡、吃饭、上网、做功课、开车的同时我也有办法边进行边聊天，还蛮严重的说。曾经在连续两天的周末除了睡觉时间，都是和电话形影不离，第三天还扁头痛、呕吐不止。后来就慢慢的减少了与电话接触的时间直到现在这样。所以不要想偏了，我并不是在逃避谁而一直换电话号码和不接电话哦~只是觉得电话很烦，习惯了不带电话。想找我的话在面子书或email留言,一定会得到回复哦

几年前在巴黎认识的风也曾经说过还以为回来后再也找不到我了，不过连续拨打旧的号码长达一年后终于还是让他听到我的声音，过后又在失去联络，结果到后来还是因为拨打我的旧号码而联系上的。这几年都从来没换过电话，一个是自己第一份临时工时买的，另一个是因为照相素质很好而舍不得换掉。其实还真的考虑过满多次想换新电话的，不过就是舍不得。太多太多悲欢离合、太多太多回忆不想就这么失去，其实发现自己还蛮念旧的麻~

03 Feb 2010 Managing my trip

2010-02-03T08:34:00.006Z

It nearly kill me when I'm doing my planner for Singapore 4 days 3 nights trip. Have to book for the flight, looking for the places of interest, accommodations and transportations, food, tickets and pass of entry...Should I go for a tourism management course after this?

Managing my booking

Air Asia's boarding pass

Singapore MRT and LRT System Map

Singapore Flyer boarding pass

Sentosa Island's Map

ribbon cookies

2010-02-02T08:16:00.007Z

1st process done

concentrate~

hungry ghost...eaten raw? It's angle problem~ haha

02 Feb 2010 Fly away

2010-02-02T07:45:00.008Z

Wake up early morning, stuck in the heavy traffic jam, then come back to my house~ nice trip huh==''
Tada~ our hero of the day: Bro Ming

Breakfast

Waiting at check-in hall

Bro Ming in cute school bag

Funny airasia flight slip~ look alike a receipt

He's checking in d lo (TnT) bye~

01 Feb 2010 Crazy young people

2010-02-02T04:45:00.023Z

Lunch at centre square Thai Restaurant

Spicy Kelabu mango

Tom Yam Kung

Mango rice

rm5 coconut

ABC

Having a slow walk after the lunch, linger at the sushi counter for awhile and playing around

Beauty centre's our next stop^^

Angel loves Doraemon

Fun time in KFC

What we got

Angel with Sp uncle D

Yay, it's swimming time

Dinner with Dan, Esther, Angel and Harris at 菩提斋

There's a private mini concert in the room~ wakakkakakak

31st Jan 2010 Ipoh visit

2010-01-31T13:01:00.004Z

Went Kellie Castle with Esther, Dan and Patrick is a sudden plan. Initially thought that they were just kidding with me, who knows everybody was so serious and really get prepared on this early morning. Maybe cause by lack of sleep, I burn my own palm with the curler (200 degree hot) when I was setting my hair.It's really hurt and painful.

Journey Start^^
driver of the day

Our schedule's ruin when we stop for the breakfast at Ipoh and went to Papan~ ah ha~ but lucky us we still manage to get some nice photo out from there.
Queue for the famous Soya bean

old papan street

The house where we snap photo^^ we are the one enter there after the filming o~

with Li Teng

Arrived Kelly's Castle around 2pm =='' the weather really warm that time

yay~ got the coupon to enter d lo

Coffee Mountain's our next station, but we cant make it due to the ticket problem.It starts to rain also, we changed our plan and head back to Juru.
At bottom hill

30th Jan 10 Thaipusam

2010-01-31T13:00:00.005Z

Sick sick sick~ migraine again!!! Vomit and headache like hell. Slept for the whole day after the medic>.< Luckily manage to recover at night^^ So can went out for the Thaipusam celebation. The heavy traffic jam and over crowded situation bring me back the headache =='' Regreted for tonight outing

Esther and Dan in front of the temple

Me

Lady carrying the milk bottle with the steel bar on the face

Lastly we went into an Indian shop for sari.
getting advice from the shopkeeper

Trying the sari after decide what color I want

29th Jan 2010 Legion

2010-01-31T13:00:00.004Z

Midnight movie with Angel, Esther, Dan and Harris...I got special meal from Harris- sushi in cinema~ wakakaka
This movie scared me till die yet bring some laughing effect, not so bad actually.

Release Date: 21 January 2010
Language: English
Genre: Action, Adventure
Running Time: 1 hour 40 minutes
Director: Scott Stewart
Cast: Paul Bettany, Dennis Quaid, Lucas Black, Tyrese Gibson, Kate Walsh, Adrianne Palicki, Charles S. Dutton, Willa Holland.

Synopsis: In the supernatural action thriller Legion, an out-of-the-way diner becomes the unlikely battleground for the survival of the human race. When God loses faith in Mankind, he sends his legion of angels to bring on the Apocalypse. Humanity's only hope lies in a group of strangers trapped in a desert diner and the Archangel Michael (Paul Bettany). Legion also stars Dennis Quaid, Lucas Black, Tyrese Gibson, Kate Walsh, Adrianne Palicki, Charles S. Dutton and Willa Holland and is directed by Scott Stewart.

(Source: Buena Vista Columbia Tristar Films)

28th Jan 2010 Cookies time again

2010-01-28T15:34:00.010Z

烤过后可爱的豆豆

Done~ finished product~ lovely peanut cookies

Went to snap my grandma garden half way making the cookies
ribena flower

chili

Papaya

21th Jan 2010 Busy day

2010-01-26T03:35:00.004Z

1am SP (supper at Pelita)
430am Ipoh
830am KL
130pm Ipoh
5pm SP
8pm Dinner

20th Jan 2010 Good time with 500D

2010-01-26T03:34:00.016Z

Lovely 500D, sadly it's not mine >.<

my first model~ bing bing~

Second model~ king kong & mimi~

Popo

Peter

Esther and Dan

Dinner
Forgot to bring the DSLR along>.< all these pic was snap via my phone~
Thai Restaurant~ the food was excellent

Grandpa and Daddy

Max, Esther, Popo and Bing Bing

Esther and Daddy ordering the dishes

Satan's coming back

2010-01-26T03:34:00.009Z

Huray~ The satan is coming back Malaysia tonight...
I like Airport, but since I'm coming with MR JJ and Angel so I cant manage to go out for my lovely airplane shoot TnT
curi-curi took this at the arrival hall

Mr JJ act like a footballer Angel's the supporter =='

is Me

wif Angel in da T

Tada~ Satan's coming

Supper at Chai Leng park
mine dinner
leng chi kang

man chien kui

Esther

Mr JJ and Angel

Wardrobe Clearance

2010-01-19T06:36:00.004Z

Pasar malam?

The room so messy

Sorting process

Tidy now~ packing done

19th Jan 2010 人生，不是得到。。。就是学到

2010-01-19T01:08:00.002Z

Nice article to share...Something that recharge me when I'm down

你不是得到一份圆满的姻缘；就是学到怎样更靠近幸福。
你不是得到胜利，就是学到如何避免失败。
你不是得到最终自己想要的结果，就是学到世事终不会尽如人意。
不是得到。。。就是学到。。。
这样的人生没有什么好失去和非得要斤斤计较的。
这样的人生，很开心。。。

每个打击，都有它的意义。
我不祈求一帆风顺，万事如意。
我只祈求当每个问题发生时，都有继续面对问题的勇气与毅力，支撑下去。

每个打击，都有它的意义。
人生路上，挫折常会没有预警地从四面八方袭来。
可能是无法抗拒的天灾地变；
可能是难以预料的生老病死；
可能是努力工作却怀才不遇；
可能是全心付出，却换来情人变心的回报；
可能是用工苦读，却进不了理想的学校；
可能是辛苦创业，却落得血本无归的下场；
面对各种不同的挫折，每个人的[容忍能力]都不同。

尽管你再怎么执着，执迷不悟；
伤心，难过，怨天尤人
死赖在黑暗里打滚，却不会想办法从窟窿里爬出来；
到后来才发现还是有要放手的一天
人生。。。就是这样的啊
不是得到。。。就是学到

17th Jan 2010 Diary?!

2010-01-17T14:50:00.006Z

730am woke up
930am Penang Hill
230pm traffic jam
345pm New World Park-Brunch
5pm Chew Jetty
7pm Dinner
840pm Home
10pm Reached home

It seems like I just lying down n closed my eyes preparing to sleep but heard somebody is calling my phone already. Really hates that!!! I'd ignore few calls but ended up by pick up the call with a bad bad bad mood by repeating: I woke up d, woke up d, woke up d, woke up d~ I bet the caller didn't hear my voice actually~ haha. After getting mad for few minutes while busy in the brushing and refreshing jobs, really feel a bit fresh after that- Daddy said can't drive in a sleepy mood what.

I'm 15 minutes late compare to what I'd promise. Met my leng lui friends at Good Hope Inn. I'm asked to help in their make up. Time for me to show my talent~wakkaka. Frankly said, this is my first time to help others make up(besides my little cousins), really nervous and sweating~ The temperature around me is getting warmer and warmer. Think I'd spend more than 1 hour for 3 people's make up~ The rest have to move to our first stop- Penang Hill lo, cause we really dun want to miss our train...

First time go Penang Hill in such a big group~ so excited

Exciting~

Really pissed off by the lousy train! 10 minutes waiting out there, 10 more minutes waiting inside the old, hot and small space train~ The train speed like turtle sumore...Really suffer in the train in a hungry and hot condition.. Somebody call 911, please~
Pissed off face

We spend our whole morning at David's Brown Restaurant^^ It's a lovely place to visit. There's a big long lotus lake in front of the European style restaurant. The environment is nice and the servers are polite. There's really a nice place to have a girl's talk and noon tea~ haha

We stuck in the 1 hour traffic jam from the minutes we headed down from Penang Hill to Gurney Plaza. Hate that kind of bad traffic. After discuss with friends, all of us agree to change our lunch venue, we went to New World Park at last and took our brunch(Breakfast + Lunch) there^^
my 'dear'

Cool pose wif my ultraman

Chew Jetty- our next station. My first time visit. Not really like that kind of place- the old building, old man and the bad air-condition makes me wanna cry~ Wanna get out of there after few minutes stay, but looks like my friends like it very much~ ha.. have to be more hospitable and accompany them >.<
Like this kind of wall art

Really have a fun time with them today. Envy their strength and power~ They are really energetic^^ Maybe I should have follow what they eat so that I wont feel exhausted so fast...haha

16th Jan 2010 Penang visit

2010-01-17T14:49:00.007Z

Movie
Actually me and my friend plan to watch "Alvin and the Chipmunks 2: The Squeakquel'' which is shown at 215pm but we changed our plan due to my timing mistake. I really cant wake up early in the morning, really sorry for that. I ended up reached Penang on the dot of our movie showing time==" We watched "Old dogs''a funny movie as our back up plan. I wont claimed it as my favorite movie, but yet it's still consider not a bad movie.

Release Date: 7 January 2010
Language: English
Running Time: 1 hour 27 minutes
Director: Walt Becker
Cast: John Travolta, Robin Williams, Kelly Preston, Dax Shepard, Matt Dillon, Seth Green.

Synopsis: Two friends and business partners - an unlucky-in-love divorcee (Robin Williams) and fun loving bachelor (John Travolta) - have their lives turned upside down when strange circumstances lead to them being placed in the care of 7-year-old twins (newcomers Ella Bleu Travolta & Conner Rayburn) while on the verge of the biggest business deal of their lives.

(Source: Cinema Online)

A&W
Although it passed the tea time after we came our from the showing hall, but yet I wont missed my tea break^^ It's really crowded everywhere in Gurney Plaza today, after the phobia of long queue waiting for movie ticket, I really dun 1 2 queue for my lovely tea time this time, no more Winters warmer, DOME or Segafredo this time >.< In the end, we stepped into A&W.
Look at the people...queue for the food, looking for the sit...bz bz bz

I like the fancy design of the restaurant, it really caught my eyes...hehe, I like colorful stuff.
The ceiling

Lovely wall poster

Like this

candy like mosaics floor

If you go to A&W, the root beer is the MUST order drink. We ordered the Root Beer Float. Oh….. I missed the root beer so much.

French fries

Me^^ Omg, what facial expression is it? Ooo, it's cause by the freezing float

Janice House
Actually I don't want to let Janice know my visit to Penang due to my pack schedule, but I called her in the end, miss her wat~ haha... When I reached her house that time, she's still in her work place. Spending my time in self portrait while waiting for her.

Doll up myself after that...but I forgotten to take pic >.<

Hardwick
It's the Cari Photography Group dinner organize by Mr. Mike. This is to get to know each other and to learn from each other...Ermmm, heard that they also conducted a meeting to reorganize the group. I'm not fully following the event, just went there kacau for awhile only :P
Got this funny fish eye photo by Mr. Patrick, like it~

Crepe Cottage
Erm...today really bad luck, Janice and I plan to go for Japanese food actually, but when the time we reach Nippon, the shopkeeper switch off the light and started to clean the shop d...arggggg, really bad luck.

So, we went to Crepe Cottage, my favorite place for having nice ice-cream...hehe
Janice's black pepper chicken chop

mine "Simply veggies''- the portioning is scary!!! Janice said the plate is bigger than me?!!!haha

dessert= mango cup

Fercylia
Met Fercylia after our dinner? I rather called it our "supper''. She's leaving us d...really sad. Hope to hear from her when I reach UK that time...haha
My day draw an end at Janice house^^ It seems like long long long time ago story after my last visit. There's no pillow talk for us tonight, we have to get a good rest for tomorrow war...haha~

Supper time

2010-01-15T15:38:00.008Z

New place and new experience for us~ Fuku Katsuya~ Lagenda Height

The menu cover

Extra big portion of wasabi on request

Everybody is busy wif the menu

Cucumber salad

My dish^^
Tamago Temaki

Kappa Maki

Angel's choise
Ebi Furai Sushi

Futo Maki

Tuna Mayo Maki

Mr. Convict Sake Tenppan set

The bill~ really dun understand!!! the place is so nice, but the bill so outdated>.<

Conclusion:
The place is great, the service is nice and the price is affordable... got potential to be our next place to spend our time

15th Jan 2010 Barbie Girl

2010-01-15T04:11:00.009Z

My friends asked why I can't get anything from Queensbay Mall after 6 hours loitering. Really curious huh? Frankly say, I'm not the stylist or trendy type of girl, I don't like to follow to the trend, ermmmm, more precisely is: I dun have much pocket money for that! Do you ever see me in a sexy singlet or spaghetti strap? No right?! It's hard to get my size as well beside I don't like to follow to the trend>.< Thus it is time to work up my creativity quotient, I have to do it myself- using my own mix and match skill to create my own style~ I prefer to dress up myself and apply make up according to my mood Y(*^_^*)Y

Watched a barbie movie accidentally and I'd fall in love deeply in the barbie makeover. Thus I'm quite mad in learning some make up, hair do and dressing style inspired by barbie./(#^.<#)\ I wanna be a barbie doll too, although I didnt have big barbie eyes, pretty barbie face, but I do believe in the miracle of make up~ haha

I know I know, I'm so late on this one, but you know what they say? Better late than sorry~
Still fresh in mind that MAC came out with their latest collection: Barbie Loves MAC, the first color collabo between MAC and Mattel inspired by no other than the sexy Barbie last year. I do have interested in it, but maybe I'm still a student during that time, so never get in touch with it...but now I got chance to try it la~ without any second thought of outdated or anything, just do it! Rock it!

These are what can I get from MAC outlet

Barbie hair do found on the net

barbie doll make up~ Amazing huh

There are classic barbie, idol barbie and barbie in future...that you can find it in the market. So just choose 1 that you like the most and make it ur icon^^
Stay tune for my barbie transformation o~

14th Jan 2010 Lepak day

2010-01-14T13:20:00.025Z

On the way to our destiny^_^
so happy ya, Angel

1 hour journey is boring la, better find something to do~ self portrait time, yay!

The sun is burning, yet it didnt affect our shopping mood~ wakakak

Having lunch with Angel at Queensbay today^_^ Sushi again~
A cup of hot green tea as usual

My hair nice or not? I do it on my own 1 o~

Angel looking for her food, but sadly nothing comes to her in the end just because of we sat at the end of the rolling belt!!! Next time have to choose a better place already...

Finally we order all our food from the a la carte menu~ faster and fresh

Waiting for the bill

Shopping time
Looking for swimming suit, finally found a bikini but dun have the correct size>.<
Taken while waiting for Angel~ my outfit today, 1 piece dress from Islee without any accessories, easy and comfortable wear

Waiting for Angel in front of fitting room~haha
Firstly, sit there very guai 1

Devil element inside me start to come out d~ Start to move here and there already...

Eee, today's make over is ladies so have to behave myself~ have to be like a lady, better sit properly...TnT

Omg, today spend 6 hours in the mall!!!! But this is what we got SWT==' really hard to get what we want ler...haiz wanna go travel overseas, who wants to follow?
1. Some basic-T
2. Korean beauty square bb cream set

p/s; Anything wrong with me?
What's wrong with me today? Why everybody look at me that way? Felt it since I get out from our car, step in the lift, go out from it, walking around the mall... Heard from Angel that a photo shop shopkeeper snap my photo without my knowing when I bought sweet corn at the lower ground floor.

During lunch time, saw 3 guys and a lady sit at their table and scanning at both Angel and me inside the Sushi King. It's kinda weird to stare at people like that way. Ermmm, really duno how to describe the way they look at us, from the beginning of us step in the restaurant till the end they pay their bill and walk away from the restaurant!!! Maybe this is our faith, met them few times during our shop...Starting to miss them now lo...Aiya, I should have go to exchange email with them and asking them the reason they scan at us...Stupid potato

Btw, can anybody tell me what's wrong with my make up, outfit and hair style today?

13th Jan 2010 New toy new look new trend

2010-01-13T04:36:00.010Z

Angel and I discovered a big ribbon during that housekeeping day. It became our new toy now~haha

Potato in big ribbon~wakakaka~creepy ribbon look

Angel in ribbon

This is what I want to try ~ barbie transformation~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4-GRH2nDvw&feature=channel

Tried the make up after shower, but sadly I failed>.< Maybe I dun have a big barbie eyes TnT
This is what I got.

My Plan

2010-01-12T14:35:00.010Z

Want to plan out my next step before my second sister and brother-in-law come back for 2 months holiday. Really need to take some great planner, cause maybe will go traveling around with them during their holiday-XP Hope that their wont mind to let me be their spotlight ~

What I plan for myself:
Photo shooting session:
1. Learn to use DSLR
2. Want to snap a family photo with daddy, sister and little brother
3. Snap an album of my college life ( schoolmate characteristic- nerdy, smart. emotional, sleepy one,extra hygiene, ladies man, cant stop eating, flirty, stylish, innocent, cutest, teaser, party animal, gamers...)
4. Attending and make great photo of my convocation/graduation ceremony(March)
5. Make a costume play album (handy, police, deejay, clown, priest, housekeeper, school girl, cowboy, prisoner, killer, doctor, nurse, sporty, dancer, lolita...)
6. Go kacau all my forum friends~ wakakakak
* I must be watching too much of American Next Top Model, keep dreaming about all those weird weird stuff of theme...haha

Traveling session:
1. Deep housekeeping and pack my luggage
2. Go travel around Malaysia ( never been to Johor, Sabah and Sarawak since 22 years live in
Malaysia >.< felt like not a Malaysian if never step foot in every corner of my own country)

Study and learning session:
1. Violin
2. Swimming
3. Attending my Japanese course in cambridge (attended once since 2003 after fully paid the fees)
4. Stronger my English basic
5. Stronger my dance basic
6. Stronger my makeup skill
7. Presentation training
8. Learn to cook...

Hope that I'll manage to do this all before they come back...Haha good luck and all the best to myself

12th Jan 2010 Dizzy day

2010-01-12T14:17:00.002Z

Sick again~ This time not because of fever or migraine but something worsen. My untie is visiting! Hate this, it cause me serious stomach pain and gastric!!! Woke up in great pain early in the morning, luckily my sis got the pain killer so that I can only continue my dream till 1 pm in the noon. Feel dizzy the whole day, but yet I could give up to online since it's an important daily stuff in my live. Haha

Prison Break Convict?!

2010-01-11T15:02:00.006Z

Quite a long time never see my instructor after I stop my dancing class. He gave me shock when we went for dinner just now with his new look. Frankly say, I not really like that, feel like going out with a convict! Haha~ dun kill me after read my blog ya~

Wanted~ Mr.1 ringgit XP

Like goldfish uncle~ wahahahaha

11th Jan 2010 Housekeeping day

2010-01-11T14:08:00.006Z

Is it a New Year clearance? I dont know. Just knew that they are busy in packing and cleaning after I woke up from my sleep...12 something in the noon...haha~ Actually I didnt help out much also, just busy snaping photo~haha
Dreaming Angel

Grandma busy in packing

Sleepy potato~ still in my dream world

Housekeeping
Cleans the building, cleans the porch, cleans the yard, cleans the garden... We all busy in cleaning all the tangible stuff for a new year celebration, but did any of us cleans the intangible rubbish out from our live as well?

I hate all the evil sense...fell that people nowadays are getting more and more selfish, more and more calculative, more and more cold blooded...They will do whatever to reach what they want... Killing non-stop just to get a nice leather bag, a pairs of leather shoes, a bowl of shark-fin soup, a warn jacket!!! Have they ever fit in the animals' shoes and think for them? I really anti all those killer!!! Just hate what had they done... Animals also have their rights, where do the human-being gets the permit to kill? Simply kills just because they feel like to eat it?! What a nonsense...especially during the festive season, just feel sad for all the poor little thing...

I wish I could clean out all the evil inside me so that I could live my new life with a brand new me. I wish I could makes my friends aware of what's happening on our mother Earth now...I wish more of my people learns to go green and live a better and healthy life. Just dont want something like "2012" to happened to me and my loved one...

幸福泉源：Chocolate fruits ice-cream cake

2010-01-10T14:09:00.009Z

Saw this once I woke up from my big nap.幸福雪糕蛋糕

吃了就会很幸福的蛋糕

Fall in love with my cake(sleepy face~just woke up from my big big nap)

Cake delivery man: Mr Jojo^_^

Angel love the cream!!!

Smile happily with the cream on her face~weirdo Angel

10th Jan 2010 Dead and gone

2010-01-09T16:41:00.005Z

There's lots of stuff annoying potato after came back from the funeral, lots of things awaiting to be update, lots of argument waiting to be settled, fever is attacking~ Argggg, this really drive me crazy! Can I hold my breath for few seconds? Can I clear my mind peacefully before the fire hits? Can I get out of all this nonsense just for a second? Can I? Everything will goes back to zero after the breath is stop, what's the purpose of competing among each other, what's the purpose of back-stabbing each other. I am sick of all this crap!!! We all are living on the same earth,standing on the same land, breathing in the same air, we are from the same Mother!!! Just hope that I can go back to the day we met. If can chose, I will propose myself not to get to know you. I will chose that! then my life will be more peaceful, perhaps! There's a chip in our relationship now, something that I never wanted to see.I do not want this broken relationship, I surrender, I give up! Everything is dead and gone, for me... Our family is closed and dismiss...

Unhappy pistachio~
开心果因该也会不开心吧？它无时无刻无条件的把快乐带给大家，不分你我，不分区域，不分高矮（学历，地位，钱财。。。）但所得到的回报是什么？它也不懂~有谁真正站在它的立场为它想过?有谁试着去了解它?谁？我想它大概只是被利用罢了，对吧？大家只有在不开心的时候才会想起它，雨过天晴时呢？我喜欢开心果，也很爱它，但不想就这样糟蹋它，然后当做若无其事的把它给忘了，还一干二净的！我要为开心果争取它应得的回报，实在是太不公平了！

9th Jan 2010 Home Sweet Home

2010-01-09T07:59:00.007Z

Woke up with a headache early in the morning. My whole body is burning. Oh no, it must be cause of yesterday less drink water so now fever again XC This really ruin my plan. I want to go sushi, laksa, movie, shopping, meet friend~ now can only do nothing in my little potato room. I had updated my blog, uploaded my photos, loitering around my house...but yet the time is crawling like turtle. I wish it's night time now, just hate the burning sun outside! Why cant it be like yesterday- cloudy and windy?

Taken in my little banana

Mr. Max is coming^_^ Go kacau him first~haha...We went sushi lo~

Max~ my part time bf of the day~ haha~ weird

Good little boy sitting next to us

8th Jan 2010 Hatyai, Thailand

2010-01-08T14:02:00.015Z

Woke up early in the morning, going over to the specific place to meet up our friend, our long, busy but happy journey to the North started then. Today trip is a sudden plan. That day when the friend first mentioned about it, though that he was just kidding with me, but it does comes to real~haha. Thanks him for the suggestion lo^_^

Welcome to Thailand~ in between of Malaysia and Thailand

Ego fatty Siamese cute cat

With Angel

Some photos from Mr. friend's camera
Taken once step foot in Kayu with my passport and my sis' B. pass

Yay, Hatyai here I'm

Photo with Uncle D in Thailand

Lunch time, we didnt go for tomyam or buah petai this time as usual(I'm a vegetarian right now), but yet I manage to get Mango coconut milk rice as my lunch, yummy^_^ sit at the side of the street 1 o~ u never experience this, right~ must try

Cool Ms potato in a new hat

Love this bear bear shop, no camera allowed but yet we still manage to candid a photo there~ thank you my friend for this lovely photo

The oldest book store

map territories pillar providing details of the interest places in Hatyai

Last pic taken in Hatyai, same pose with first photo~haha

~Tea time~ take a break before further journey
Nadia's Cafe, a little corner inside the market, small in space but yet strong enough to warm my heart and boost my energy up, it caught my attention once I step in the market... We have our coffee break here without a second thought before our next war...
This is the only pic I got in my camera, my m.card full d>.<

The drink and price list, it's affordable n nice in taste as well

Angel's photo by potato

7th Jan 2010 Sweet time~planning for my future

2010-01-07T04:53:00.007Z

Last night online until quite 'early' so today's plan have to postponed cause of cannot manage to woke up on time. After busy for the whole morning, finally settled all my stuff and due to that I have my own little sweet time to look through all the booklet I grab from the Education Centre now^_^

Some of the booklet

My cert and results slip

It's really kill me in preparing my personal statement! I'd dig out all my previous english book, but yet still cant get any idea in it. What format to use? How to start? How to conclude???? Arggggggg, really headache!!!!XC Somebody help me call 911,please!

4th Jan 2010 Penang

2010-01-06T17:01:00.007Z

After waiting for 2 months long, my result finally release. My heart pump faster and jumping like hell before I get ready to go over Penang. It is a sign to tell me that I'll fail my final? Touch-wood, that's not what I want. After a long queue, it's my turn to get my result. ARggg, It's totally different from what I'd expected, my result went down again!!!!! Saw Devy, YY, Sue Ann they all there also. I wish that everything could go back to the day we first get in to Disted, I wish everything will go back to day we all just get to know each other. I wish that somebody will understand me...I wish~

Eng Liang came to Disted to find me, he brought me to Aus Ed for the details of my degree stuff. Really thank him for his good patient for waiting so so so so so so so long time. Haha,next time remember to go find me in UK, I lead you go a round^_^ We went to Gurney Place for high tea. As usual, my 'old place'- Winter's warmer, sorry for not going to Starbucks Cafe or Coffee Bean, I allergy to caffeine. Met Sven and Jia Hong (my superior) at the Starbuck. Saw Charles accidentally also, felt that he became more mature after 2 months holiday. I miss my old friends all in a sudden...What a silly potato~

Night time do not know why suddenly got mood to make cookies, because of todays's bad mood?! Maybe. After searching for the recipe online(http://www.rthk.org.hk/elearning/dessert/cake_cccookies.htm), I started to get all my ingredient and start my big contract~ wakaakaka.. but the outcome really disappointed me>.< Sigh~~~

My mixed fruits cocktail

forcing myself to smile:(

owen hot ugly and tasteless cookies

3th Jan 2010 Old Town Hall

2010-01-06T15:38:00.005Z

Gong gong today discharge from the hospital^_^ Happy to hear this news~haha...btw today was the wedding ceremony of elder-sister-in-law's brother. We didnt attending the morning ceremony, but yet we manage to see it through the video shooting. It's quite fun actually to attend the wedding, big bro and Da Shao's bro they all dress so nicely while Da Shao dress like a bribe...Love to see all of the attendees dress up like that. The video cam-man add me in facebook and tag me in the video clip, haha seems like he still remember me. Wants to learn video shoot with him~haha

p/s: Today learned a new descriptive word with big bro~
大哥：不要跟我说你是番薯！
番薯：为什么？
大哥：妳是恐龙！！
冒冷汗的番薯傻傻又好奇的看着大哥~
大哥：再也找不到比妳更瘦的人了，妳就像恐龙快绝种了~
大哥摸摸番薯的头后说：傻瓜，第一次听大哥说话吗？

对啊，自从大家搬家，长大，有了自己的生活之后，大家就好像好久好久都没有联络了。。。结了婚的就忙着自己的家庭生活，在读书的就忙着为自己的学分打拼，就算是新年或假期也很难碰在一起，家里聚会也好，大家也是在忙招呼客人，忙拍照，忙比较这，忙比较那，各忙各的~不过，很庆幸的就是大家的关系还是很圆融和蔼^_^Potato loves potato big family~

2nd Jan 2010 Penang

2010-01-06T15:06:00.004Z

Angel woke me up early in the morning so that I can prepare to go visit grandpa in hospital. So as the result I brought my sleepy face to Penang with a easy and comfortable dress. Half way in Penang bridge Angel ask me to text Patrick ask him whether wants to meet up or not since we were coming over to Penang. OMG! Meet him with my ugly look!!! No wonder she always asked me to change while the time still in house. Sigh~

Felt sad once see grandpa, he lose weight and looked older than previous. Hope that he can life healthy and strong all the time...May God bless him

My sleepy panda face

After grandpa visit, we went to Prangin to meet our Lao Fu Tzi family member (yay~happy). Shui finally came out from his house. It's really hard to keep secret for people, finally i no need to do so for him d...btw hope that he can recover and stay handsome^^ It's too crowded all the day so we dun have good mood to shop slowly, but yet I manage to grab 1 cap, Max bought 1 glasses while Angel didnt see any target. We move to Queensbay (our 1st choise venue) after that, stuck in the jam for more than half hour also >.<" we dun have mood to shop also, just bought some food stuff half walk half enjoy it... Looking forward for next shopping o~

31st Dec 2009 Butterworth

2010-01-06T14:31:00.004Z

This few days our Peter, my grandpa running nose(bleeding) like nobody business. First day went to normal clinic for normal check up, but the next day became worsen so elder untie brought him to see china medical doctor, third day bleed came out from the mouth after some time of the nose bleed!!! Both unties sent him to Penang LWE for operation. This really affecting my mood for the night activity with Mr. Y, Patrick, Mike and Wee Young. But i did attended the outing at last. We met at Chai Leng Park, then loitering around Sunway Carnival Mall shooting the baby kids playing merry-go-around. We met myphotocity member at there also, but Yuri that night not so friendly. We went to the Pantai Bersih after at around 11pm. There are heavy jam at the PLUS tol there due to the road block by the JPJ but yet we manage to reach the beach before 12am. After setting at a pretty place for firecracker shooting, they all were busy in the test shoot and adjusting while I was doing nothing there. Oh ya, i did fed the mosquitoes~ >.<" Went have a drink before we dismiss. It's quite a special new year eve for me...

Group photo

25th Dec 2009 Paddy field and Mengkuang dam outing

2010-01-06T14:04:00.006Z

It's a big challenge for me to wake up 4am in the morning after the x'mas eve celebration. After taken bath, dress up and make up, I drove alone in the cold air from SP to Sunway Mc D to meet all the member. Actually I'm quite angry when reached there, because just 2 models, make-up artist and Mr. Y were there at that time. Where the hell all others go? Still sleeping in their warm bed?! It started to crowded after I woke up from my half sit half sleep half chat with Mr. Y situation. After the grouping and parking, there come another problem. One of the back sit small mirror of Mr. Y's car being broken. What a big surprise and big gift in the early x'mas morning. It spoiled our mood indeed, but yet the outing have to be continue on.Really felt sorry for Mr. Y.

First of all, I would like to show u some of the photos taken at paddy field and Mengkuang dam.It's my first time to go out with so many photographers and models for photo shooting session. It's a brand new experience for me as a photographer( fake photographer!), first time using DSLR, first time snap photos for others, a lot of first time... Although there are some unhappy things happened but yet the outing is success and running smoothly. Happy for knowing those friends.

Some of my group photo^_^
Group photo at paddy field

group 2 wif first model: ++

group 2 wif second model: Phoenny

group 2 wif third model: Chan

Some candid photo of me at paddy field

group photo at Mengkuang Dam

Some candid photo of me at Mengkuang dam

18th December 2009 Penang

2010-01-06T13:12:00.006Z

It's a heavy rainy day which ruin our Penang Hill plan. We change our venue to Peranakan Mansion, a historical heritage mansion which formed by baba n nyonya culture.After the 1 hour long trip, Angel start to change her Cheong Sam and thus the shooting session began. Angel really looks great in Cheong Sam as she got the beauty of Asia Lady. Hope to make 1 for my new year as well. Haha

We were having our lunch at Gurney Kim Gary. Took some photos of 5 of us~ so we form the Lao Fu Tzi Family there... Happy to be together, hope that our relationship never ends...

by Mr. Y, like it o~

by Shui~ final fantasy feel~

by Patrick

Family photo of 5 of us

12 Dec 2009 paddy field and Penang

2010-01-06T12:21:00.012Z

I'd decided to update my blog after the x'mas outing with cari group member, but sadly I'm too lazy to do so until today. I really wants to share this lovely experience which happened during my holiday outing with friends with you all although it's not up-to-date, hope that you do not mind.

Today is a special day for both of my sister and me because we went to paddy field for photo shooting with Banlee and Monosterio. My sis was the model while I myself was the photographer of the day. After whole night waiting (too excited, cannot sleep well), we get up from the bed quite early and get prepare. Spending the morning at the paddy field was so so so nice, I like the cold fresh air and the wind there. The sun rise scene very beautiful^_^

It is another engagement with Shui and Patrick in Penang after I came back from my paddy field shooting. I'm late after the honey moon ing I had once heading back to my home sweet home, regreted for that and sorry for making Shui and Patrick for waiting for me. We met at Starbuck cafe,then we went visit Eastin Hotel, planning to go having lunch at Queensbay but changed our plan after the heavy jam there, went to Youth Park after lunch. Batu Ferringgi beach was our next station, then Hard Rock Hotel and we end up our day with dinner at Pulau Tikus area. It's such a meaningful day for me.

Shui photography

some of Patrick photography