Me Me Me Me

I'm not a photographer, just like to simply shoot whatever I feel it's meaningful for me...
I'm not a make up artist, just like to doll up myself and plays with the colors...
I'm not a dancer, just like to work up and sweating in the studio...
I'm not a model, just like to have fun and freeze the memories...
I'm just a ordinary girl who has a big big dream
I wanna travelling all around the world and learning all other cultural and living...
I wanna experience different post of vacancy and doing what other's doing so that I'll be more appreciate in whatever convenience that others had bring to me...
I just wanna be myself and spending my every second in a positive way...
I'm me...

Sunday 21 February 2010

21th Feb 2010 Truth

"Never believe in anybody' This is what Special told me since the first day we met. This is the reality, the ugly side of everyone of the human being. Really, sometimes even I myself also will betray myself! The best timing to see through a person is after something bad happened. Through the way they cover the fact, the way they protect themselves, they way they settle the happening, the way they offer the help, the way they hide, the way they push away the responsibility...

I really fed up with those kind of people! Especially the one that like to act kind and nice in front of people, the one that like to arrange for others but push away all the responsibility with hundreds and thousand of poor excuses, the one that never reflect on themselves after the truth have been revealed yet still bull-shitting around!

Somebody help me please~ I really get sick of all this nonsense, I wanna out from this situation, I wanna stay away from all these people, I wanna stay in peace...Please~ please~ please~

Friday 19 February 2010

19th Feb 2010 Red alert

Healthcare
After yesterday incident, Esther and I decided to bring Peter and Jane for the blood and urine test, we really worry about both the old man's blood pressure level. Both of them are having insomnia problem which made them could not rest well at night. As the result we managed to convince both of them to follow us to the lab for the test.

This is the 4 person package we took


Eyarck~ urine==''


I was the first to pump the blood T^T




My blood^^


Peter~ next...
Before

After few second


Jane's turn, she's smart because she knew how to take away the concentration on the pain by keep on talking to the doctor.

blood pressure measurement


Esther


Carwash
Lucky rainbow^^ Hope that we will see the rainbow after the storm in the real life as well


Praying









May all the good luck fall on us, please~

p/s: Peter's fall in sick now, hopefully he will recover soon. Dun think too much and have a good rest ya, dear Peter^^

Thursday 18 February 2010

18th Feb 2010 Gangsterism

Yesterday was the birthday celebration of Jane and Peter. Although we cant manage to arrange a big dinner function like previous year due to timing problem, but yet we can feel the happiness from both the old man. They were smiling and really enjoy the celebration.


Unluckily, good thing never fall on us twice. We were shocked from the dream by smash early in the morning. Somebody thrown the brick against our house!

It really gave me a shock once I step out from the room. The glass pieces were smashing on the entire living room.




First room's window was smash and my bed was fully covered by the pieces. I'm so lucky as I manage to get out from it just before the pieces fall down on it.




Angel's car gone as well.T^T Really feel sorry for her and the car.






I couldnt speak any word that time! This was the worse thing in my 22 years live. I did hurt my hands and legs by the pieces when doing the cleaning, it's really hurt but I know that the pain is unbeatable compare to Jane and Peter. Really cant imagine the disappointment and sadness of Jane and Peter. Hope that they wont over-think it and having insomnia problem. Hope that the policemen will manage to find out who's the one doing this and the purpose they do this to us.

Wednesday 17 February 2010

17th Feb 2010 Telephone

昨天在面子书留言后,朋友很好奇地问道:妳的电话也真的有够难打,想找妳真的很难。真不明白为什么妳就是不爱传简讯,不爱接电话,从来更不会回电?!真的有那么困难吗?

很多和我比较要好的朋友都知道我一向来都不重视电话的存在的,只要可以拨得通,接到讯号就可以了。近期更加严重,好像从要去新加坡的几个星期前直道昨晚才把电话搜出来charge电。早上比较空闲的时候瞄了瞄电话,发现竟然爆机!几百个漏接电话和一大堆的简讯,实在有够夸张的!哈哈

其实,在还在槟城念书的时候是还蛮喜欢讲电话的,不论和妈咪或是朋友都可以聊个上小时的。除了上课时间外,都是讲电话时间,刷牙、洗澡、吃饭、上网、做功课、开车的同时我也有办法边进行边聊天,还蛮严重的说。曾经在连续两天的周末除了睡觉时间,都是和电话形影不离,第三天还扁头痛、呕吐不止。后来就慢慢的减少了与电话接触的时间直到现在这样。所以不要想偏了,我并不是在逃避谁而一直换电话号码和不接电话哦~只是觉得电话很烦,习惯了不带电话。想找我的话在面子书或email留言,一定会得到回复哦

几年前在巴黎认识的风也曾经说过还以为回来后再也找不到我了,不过连续拨打旧的号码长达一年后终于还是让他听到我的声音,过后又在失去联络,结果到后来还是因为拨打我的旧号码而联系上的。这几年都从来没换过电话,一个是自己第一份临时工时买的,另一个是因为照相素质很好而舍不得换掉。其实还真的考虑过满多次想换新电话的,不过就是舍不得。太多太多悲欢离合、太多太多回忆不想就这么失去,其实发现自己还蛮念旧的麻~

Wednesday 3 February 2010

03 Feb 2010 Managing my trip

It nearly kill me when I'm doing my planner for Singapore 4 days 3 nights trip. Have to book for the flight, looking for the places of interest, accommodations and transportations, food, tickets and pass of entry...Should I go for a tourism management course after this?

Managing my booking


Air Asia's boarding pass


Singapore MRT and LRT System Map



Singapore Flyer boarding pass


Sentosa Island's Map

Tuesday 2 February 2010

ribbon cookies




1st process done


concentrate~


hungry ghost...eaten raw? It's angle problem~ haha


02 Feb 2010 Fly away

Wake up early morning, stuck in the heavy traffic jam, then come back to my house~ nice trip huh==''
Tada~ our hero of the day: Bro Ming


Breakfast



Waiting at check-in hall



Bro Ming in cute school bag


Funny airasia flight slip~ look alike a receipt


He's checking in d lo (TnT) bye~