Me Me Me Me

I'm not a photographer, just like to simply shoot whatever I feel it's meaningful for me...
I'm not a make up artist, just like to doll up myself and plays with the colors...
I'm not a dancer, just like to work up and sweating in the studio...
I'm not a model, just like to have fun and freeze the memories...
I'm just a ordinary girl who has a big big dream
I wanna travelling all around the world and learning all other cultural and living...
I wanna experience different post of vacancy and doing what other's doing so that I'll be more appreciate in whatever convenience that others had bring to me...
I just wanna be myself and spending my every second in a positive way...
I'm me...

Sunday 30 January 2011

30/01/2011 Family day?

Could I call today my "family day"? I mean a day with members in my house. It's so lovely to spend time with Aaron and Jacky. Went to a movie after chit chat and chilling at starbuck. Jay Chou did a good job in Green Hornet, but sadly it's out from my expectation for 3D effect. Having a dinner at Nando's before coming back.

I watched Misfits and finished all the seasons of Skins within a week, not sure whether is it an effect from watching too many dramas or whatever, feels like to go to club tonight. It have been a decade ago since my last visit to club. But finally I guai guai went to bed, ahha, good gal right? But I really miss those time hanging out with Janice, Mike, Snow Fish, Angel, Sin Ru they all, I really really miss you all!




My hot chocolate from Jacky, Thanks for the treat^^


3D glass of Aaron XP


Movie time...


What we got for dinner


My halloumi burger

Saturday 29 January 2011

29/01/2011 I Got a New Friend xD

Jim, one of the photography member I know during photography outing, pin me at facebook all in sudden. We spend almost entire day chatting but doing nothing. It feel very nice to chat with someone actually. I love to do this with him even though I know nothing about him, no pressure, nothing but just simply chat.Seems like I never really talk with other after came to UK. It's really hard for me to open-up my heart to other. It's even more harder for me to get a close friend here due to my ability to see through one's characteristic and personnel so easily. I will just go away from him/her when I found out some bad habit that I dun like to see!

Btw I think that he is not a bad guy. Hope that he could manage to walk out from his grey world as soon as possible. Cheers.

Wednesday 26 January 2011

26/01/2011 Nerd in library = a good student?

Today is a good beginning of my change from a lazy gal to a good student. I spent my time in library and trying to do the task given by Tutor for tomorrow presentation. Hope that everything will be alright by tomorrow. I really wanted to put more effort in my study so that I can graduate in time with not really flying colour but at least with a better result.

Tuesday 4 January 2011

04/01/2011 Back to school

Finally I'm here @ Wolverhampton after 2 weeks luxury holiday @ Essex. Really never feel like to coming back to this dirty, dull and boring place.

It's the right time to pack my mood and turn myself into the study mode. Have to make myself a schedule for study and work out time table in order to manage my time wisely but before that I have to get my lecture schedule first....

Saturday 1 January 2011

01/01/2011 Happy New Year

People said new year, new hope, but it is not true for me, I still wishing for the old hope: I wish that I could xun xun li li accomplish my study! Aha~ funny right? Erm... maybe I can make another wish for my family... I wish my family will live a happy and healthy life

This noon uncle told me to study hard to life a better live or will be like them have to work hard to earn a living. They start working in the early morning till the late night, there's even don't have the specific lunch or dinner break. After the speech, he suddenly felt sick! It's really gave me a big shock! Watching him losing so much within the x'mas week making my tears rolling in the eyes. It's really tough to be a responsible father, son, boss and a good chef.

Mummy had put in a lot of affordto operate the business as well. She does and plan every big and small matter in the shop. Seeing them working so hard just to provide me a better and comfort study life! They seeing me as their hope! I can feel it from their eyes and their speech. I'm really regret in my previous action, I should have put more afford in my study. I don't want to disappoint them. I will put my effort in my study, promise!