无聊ing

Case 1: 玩蜡烛=烫到手

Case 2:什么人都不想见，什么话都不想说，电脑设离线，手机设静音丢进包包里，房门设禁止打扰告示，抱着爆米花，听着窗外雨滴嘀嗒嘀嗒，发呆+颓废ing

Case 3:放学后去逛超市，买了一大堆零食，饮料，水果，躲在被窝里趴着边吃边按电脑

Case 4: 画了一大堆涂鸦在房里乱贴

Case 5: 和我养的仙人掌们聊天，伤心，冬冬快死了...(T.T)...

Case 6:睡觉咯， 晚安

Every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more

Love has great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.

To love is to be vulnerable

Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure, authentic loving is risky. Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down.

When you need some energy and inspiration, step outside.

Touch the earth with your feet, lift your face to the sun, breath the air, listen tot the birds and the wind through the trees. Glory in the creation that surround you.

21/02/2011

那年我把你从我的网页删除了，把你和我隔离了不想再有任何瓜葛也花了不少心血使命的逃出你的阴影。但，我还是会时常想起那年所发生的事情，还是摆脱不了我们的关系，就好像是已经深深的烙印在我的心头上了，怎么使劲地想摆脱却始终还在！刚刚又偷偷的去查看你的资料。结果，锁着的。幸好，这样至少我不会看到我不想看到的。老实说，认识你我很累！You make me sick and weak！我也知道是时候放了，但没办法我不想忘记你。至少，有些回忆是值得留恋的；至少，在我空虚时不会寂寞，没关系吧？

我要考试了，要祝福我

17/02/2011 Crazy with crazy friends

Carol is so so so horny!

Bad Hair Day

Wake up in a bad bad hair~ Arg, it's time to make over again!

14/02/2011 Happy Valentine? Cheers to the single

It's 14 February again! I don't like valentine's day, everyone around me will be curious about my valentine celebration when the day is coming year to year. I spend time for myself, I go for a body massage, facial treatment, pedicure manicure, high tea, having popcorn, ice-cream, tit-bits during movies in my house's sofa, open a nice wine/champaign and cheers to my single life at the balcony. I never date any guy on this day for all this 23 years! It will be the same for this year. I love to be alone, I love myself more than anyone else, so stop asking how am I going to celebrate my valentine's day xp

My family and close friends are getting worried for my love life. It really gave me a shock when heard from mummy that I can get myself in a serious relationship, it's time to get a boy friend! It breach the rule as a student between you and me! My friends start concern about my requirement for choosing a partner and start looking around the guys around them for me like a 'mother dowry'...

Dun worry please, I always claim that I'm a lesbian all this while is just to keep myself out of this kind of stupid love issue. I got a normal love life as you all. I fell in puppy love and secretly admiring senior when I was in secondary, I do hang out with guys sometimes but the different is I can't let myself tied up in a serious relationship as I see through people so quickly. I can't stand with all the stupidest and ugly side like drinking, flirting, cheating, gambling, drug adoption... I just can't accept that!

It's sorry to say but I really hate stupid guy. I dun care how gorgeous or good looking you are from the outside but I just couldn't stand the emptiness from the inside! You need not have a highly educated background but at least there have to be something inside you, a great personality maybe. I love money but you need not to be so wealthy; at least you have to be aggressive and have the ability to make money because I do believe that people appreciate what they earn on their own rather than the family heritage.

A friend ever told that my heart is made from a glass, it's cold and strong. Yeah, I agree with that, it's cold and will only melted down by a raging fire, but it's fragile and easily break! I'm the kind of people who care nothing if don't get it, but high desire and continuously requires more and better once I own it. I looks so bubbly and fast healing once get hurt, but who knows it takes how long to heal the wound inside.

I have a complicated life, unique background, I have come through so many things in my life and gathered so many life experiences that I do like to share, but it's hard to get someone that really understanding. Sometimes there is someone with the common interest but when comes to the level it just so wrong! Stop complaint that I climb too fast, but it is your own problem.

I'm not choosy but just haven't met the one, it's not yet the time.

半透明的伤心

藏在泪滴

顺着呼吸

眼前的景物越来越不清晰

谁能来填满空虚的面积

请小心轻放　容易破碎的玻璃心

(Photo from Valen Hsu 'Handle with care' book cover, chinese article from Pixnet, http://gerggg2.pixnet.net/blog/31)

12/02/2011 Bath Together Gather

Having a fun school trip with my course-mates in Bath, a trip full of laughter and joy, even though we never enter the Roman Baths and few others famous architecture. We spend our time by walking around and seeing around the Bath. My first impression of Bath is : OMG! What a boring city! The colour of the building from houses to shop lot is all the same, the design of the building is very orderliness, you can find that no one building is outshining the other! It's really blew away my negative thought of the city once I step on the ground on my own feet. It's a crowded busy tourism city and the architecture are so amazing. Of course, the major cause that changed my mind is because of my great partner and playmates^^ Thanks gals and guy for making up my day and giving a good memories...

Photos curi from Kelvin, Yan and Hazel

11/02/2011

I read a nice article written by a father( Kai Fu Lee, an information technology executive and a computer science researcher) dedicated to his daughter regards the relationship issues. It is true and touch me inside and out, but sadly I cant find the link now to share! I like his work very much and I'm so into his every single article. Strongly recommend!

http://tenkucity.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=252&extra=

This article also quite nice, read it.

10/02/2011

Being so lazy to update my blogger recently, so I decided to join my yesterday activities with today. I've been spending my yesterday night in city campus library together with LWC and E. Seow. Have been so into the mood of doing my dissertation but I ended up with facebooking, What the hack am I for choosing that stupid topic for my dissertation! I can't even search for further information and journal for that!!! Arg!

It's almost empty in this huge library, seems like 3 of us own it for the night! haha

It's always a hard task for me to get up in the morning. Being struggling with myself in the bed for almost 20 minutes, but finally I manage to get myself prepared for 1pm meeting with my consultancy project group. Hah~ I even received a text from Maria reminding me not to forget the meeting and dun be late to catch my bus to Walsall. She's so lovely (^*^)

Discussing what we have work out for today.

Karan and me myself are assign to come out with the strategic direction.

Cute Aman sticking the thumb drive on his fore head. I'm wondering how could he do that? I wanna try this!

Everyone being starving after the meeting xP Maria is enjoying her slice of banana cake and she didn't even know that I took this candid shoot of her...

I got Twix for myself...

I love our group so much. Looking forward for next meeting, Love you all gals and guyz!

08/02/2011

Yesterday having a long long noon nap? (maybe should called it sleep) and making me suffer from sleeping at the proper time during night time. I felt sleepy at around 4am! I ended up by overslept and missed my morning bus which cause me to skip the consultancy group meeting with Ms. Gylaine. I almost miss the 1am bus too, but luckily I made it and still got some time to enjoy today's sunshine.

This is where I waiting for my bus to get to Walsall Campus.



Being starving since yesterday midnight, I got my food stuff at the cafe. Actually I hate to spend my money inside the campus, it's quite expensive and not much choice! Hot chocolate and vege sandwiches always my first choice.

a small size hot chocolate (actually it's not hot after few second, I would rather call it warm chocolate xD) and a vegetarian triple pack (egg mayonnaise & cress, cheddar ploughman's, savoury cheese & baby spinach) makes my day (yesterday dinner, today breakfast, lunch and dinner) I'm not on diet, just being too lazy to cook and serve myself food in this cold weather, I prefer to starve inside my warmth duvet world >.<" It's 2pm to 5pm for today Changing Face workshop and lecture. It's quite fun to have a long lecture actually. We playing with my phone's camera and my lx-3 during the short break in between the class.

This is Ms. Gylaine (actually just duno how come got this photo inside my phone, maybe mis-press)


curi-curi snap this during Ms. Gylaine having a group discussion with the group.




Hng! Naughty Kelvin must be taken this on purpose, never ask people to standby!


Hiak hiak hiak, I got you back!


Maria looks gorgeous in her new hair style


Yan on the left, Maria in the middle and me. They are mine best friends hopefully our status won't change ya.

07/02/2011 Back in my own world

My Chinese New Year celebration is coming to an end and I have to go back to Wolve and be back in my boring life of a student. I'm not manage to carry too many kids back to my place now due to I got a big baggage ( that day bought too much jor >.<"!)and a dummy heavy laptop to carry along so I decided to bring a pet back with me this time! Such a nice sister I am, caring for my sister's every single kids and pets sooo much >.~

This is very cute, it's walking and making noise when you hold it or pull its neck


I like this

The rest is for Angel, she love flat.


My skirts and dresses

I like this dress top so much.







These are what Pang Pang bought for Esther and Angel, they must be got a lot of function and events to attend to, it's most of them cocktail dress.


This time I've insist to go back on my own via the trains^^

This national rail Anglia is much more comfortable compared to the smelly old train( I duno what that called, but you can recognise it once you see it coz it's really old and lousy)!

Felt so lovely to get back to my own room, it's so comfortable to get back to own world. I started to count on my red packet after settled down. Just love to do this, it's so interesting and I feel happy to I see what I got!

I got Euro, Great British Pound and Ringgit Malaysia!

Can't wait to share what I got for my new year with my sister, but just found that I can't connect to the internet! We've got a new internet 2 in 1 router + modem (dono how to call it, but it looks incredible)?




And I found this notes. My house-mates' so lovely! But no matter how hard I tried to get to connect to the net, I failed! There must be something wrong with the password! Help! I need an internet connection!!!! Arg~ just can't imagine what will happen if the worldwide internet connection failure!


Anybody home? It's killing me for not getting myself on the net the whole day!! How should I spend my time then? Playing with my camera? No, today is not in the mood. Movie? Not internet connection! Listen to radio broadcast? It's boring... Reading? erm... okie, 1 more chapter for me to done Harry Potter...10 minutes later...DONE!
What to next ya? Aiks, nothing but a rest. I end up sleeping for 6 and a half hours!