Me Me Me Me

I'm not a photographer, just like to simply shoot whatever I feel it's meaningful for me...
I'm not a make up artist, just like to doll up myself and plays with the colors...
I'm not a dancer, just like to work up and sweating in the studio...
I'm not a model, just like to have fun and freeze the memories...
I'm just a ordinary girl who has a big big dream
I wanna travelling all around the world and learning all other cultural and living...
I wanna experience different post of vacancy and doing what other's doing so that I'll be more appreciate in whatever convenience that others had bring to me...
I just wanna be myself and spending my every second in a positive way...
I'm me...

Wednesday, 24 March 2010

24th March 2010 我想要的

好久都没来这里留下我的心声咯,真的好久好久了。前一阵子是真的忙到抽不出时间来,后来却是真的懒了、累了~

在这间家和大家生活了已经有十多年之久,发现这家带个我的只是一些无用的无力感、挫折感~我就好像一只渺小的小蚂蚁24小时随时候命,大人叫我走就走,停就停~就好像天使所谓的小木偶,任人摆布!小时不懂事被骂被打是应该的;现在大了才发现原来不是这样的!人都是自私的,人不为己天诛地灭!偏心、偏见、自我为中心~是在我家处处可见的一个大缺点!我看你不顺眼、做的不符合我的要求就该打,该骂,该被诅咒!你家没钱就该被当下人对待、不该与皇亲贵族相提并论!从头到脚都是会被大家做比较。我讨厌这样的生活环境!我需要推动力~

很多朋友都很好奇为什么身边那么多条件不赖的追求者,为什么不谈恋爱呢?为了摆脱大家只好说自己是同性恋者咯~哈哈
不过老实说就是不想浪费大家的时间精力心思啊!发现自己的要求真的很高,况且我好像很难会喜欢和相信别人耶~我完蛋了啦,搞不好真的是同性恋者!!!我想现在的我需要的是好人缘,对吧?我只想在学业和事业那方面好好努力,赚不错的收入让家人过比较舒服的生活就够了。

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